Never Forget
that 
The Future
is
Always Open
for
Renovation.

Putrefaction (11/7/25)

 The Ruin 
before completion.
A terrible phase of the process.
There is no bargaining,
with the wisdom
which the dark horse neighs.

Virology of Metaphysics

To read the Bible to acquire knowledge about self and god,

is like snorkeling at the nearby sewage plant to acquire knowledge on the eating habits of locals.

Sure, you will get some info, but you are probably going to get sick, and it would be much easier
(and pleasant) to visit the local dining district instead.

The Bible is a carrier of a mind virus which Humanity is in its final throws with. It subliminally injects assumptions of the "shape" of our universe's hierarchies,
and it is complete bullshit.

The bible is literally the first piece of literature which reveres the tyrannical as holy,
and look at how it is still our undoing.

It doesn't matter which creed.
Which of the so called "holy" books you choose,
Fundamentalists of each, those who take the words of their holy books the most seriously, are the very groups of people who want most to destroy and kill
everyone and everything.

This is no coincidence.

How can you believe in democracy, in shared responsibility,
 if deep within you,
at the very bedrock of your beliefs,
is the false notion
that the universe is ruled over by some self-righteous despotic God-King. 

If the universe is a feudal state ruled by a lone God king,
then of course you will automatically bend the knee
to any human charlatan who can convince you that they are
God's King on Earth.

Don't you see?
Why wade through the excrement, detritus, and the words of those who seek only to enslave you?
When instead,
 you could read any of the other hundreds of thousands of religious and spiritual texts,
which point to the same truths,
but without the need to manipulate, brainwash, or degrade you?

If you are undeterred by my words, then heed this alone,
when you delve into these cursed religious tomes,
take with you the words and knowledge of the saints, priests, and sisters, who lived their lives as holy as they could see and be. For those who were real and true, it will show in the unfoldment of their lives;
again, it does not matter which religion on creed...

...If the messages of the old testament, the new, and the Quran really speak to you- t
hen go back, even further in time.
Read the dead sea scrolls,
research the history of Levantine Semites
, their travels and transformation from pagans to worshippers of a singular male war god.
Again just an example, it does not matter which creed, the pattern is the same.

Don't follow someone blindly, not in anger, nor in love.
 Be sensitive and gentle toward the shifting emotions in yourself,
 others, and your environment.
Never react,
Always Respond.

 

D O U B T

 Discard externalities. Live authentically.

                                                      Neither carrot, nor stick, can move me.

What my mind may exclaim: "Devil!" "God!" "Angel!"  Let it quickly be silenced. Become Unwavering.   Everything we know of sight and of the world is that we do not see things as they are. So then how could one even assume to be able to begin to perceive and distinguish any and all higher beings? Would an ant be able to tell the difference between you and me? Why? Because of your feelings? Even cats, and dogs, and children, and politicians can mislead and enchant your feelings and emotions. So then imagine what a being greater than an ocean could muster. "Devil!" "God!" "Angel!"  Let the mind quickly be silenced, Become Unwavering.   Instead of being distracted by images and feelings, dive even deeper into the pristine center of your being. From center out, beyond the skin, then perhaps, clearer perception begins.                     

♥

Fear will continue to rule you
Until you are destroyed by love. 

The Global Endgame (2/21/25)

 We are entering a new age,

but it ain't the one the prophets promised.

When any game is coming to a close,

the participants become more willing to do anything to overthrow.

Centralization of information, power, wealth,

collateral damage be damned.

Let the people be damned.

Only the corporate owners, oligarcs, and wealthy will get to play

and you will become pieces more so than any other previous phase of the game. 

Bliss as The Deepest Truths

 Follow Your Bliss With the intensity and fervor of one who runs toward a pond while their head is fully ablaze with fire. 

Public Service Announcement:

 Covid was nothing compared to what is to come.

Please remember to be kind.

Don't sacrifice truth for narrative or a false sense of peace.

The Axis powers of WW3 have already revealed themselves:

USIA (United States of Is real and the America$),

China,

and Russia.

We are currently on turn 20 of this twisted game of Risk.

Do not let them weaponize your Love or fear against you.

Do not let them numb you back into COVID stasis.

If you are faced with impossible situations of oppression and terror. Or see modern day Nazis breaching the houses of your neighbors, and are uncertain of what to do, ask yourself:

"What would I want someone to do for me?

For my mother?

For my father?

For my best friend?

For my lover?

For my grandparents?

For my Child?

Then go and do and be that thing.

Be Ferocious Love In action.

De-escalation, Protection of Life, Protection of Liberty.

Don't be tempted to be reduced into feral beast in your fight against the machine..

Instead stand stern as a vanguard of truth, love, peace, and community.

Not against anyone or anything, but as a living embodiment of the strength and perseverance of Love, Peace, Truth, and Community.

MKU 2.0

 MKUltra never ended.
It expanded,
and was rebranded as,
"Public Policy"
"Foreign Relations"

Many of the CIA's documents of the MKUltra experiments have been declassified for decades now.
Even a rudimentary reading,
shows the blueprint,
for the playbook,
that we are all collectively living.

It is no coincidence, 
the similarity 
between
the substances used in the MKUltra experiments
and the
most popular 
and widely available
psychopharmaceuticals.
Yes, those "weigh-loss" / "appetite suppressants" count too.

Never trust those who claim they cast no shadow

 It is in these times,
that it is most important,
to admit to yourself,
that you are not an altruist.

That whatever evil exists out in the world,
always exists as a potential within you.

If you can't imagine a scenario where you would
steal, rape, kill, or lie or cheat to win, or whatever atrocity,
you haven't been paying attention,
and
you still have much of yourself,
 and of history,
 to study.

It isn't a judgement about you,
or your personality,
it is about the nature and physics of your biology.

It is the fate of all those who continually choose to pursue and be fueled by truth,
that when they are faced or threatened by evil,
that they themselves are most vulnerable and open to being seduced.

Think back in your life,
when have you felt that thing rise in you that you know would cause harm or pain to another?

Look at the evil men of our times and of history.
They were victims,
little, loveless, seeds, 
tortured and dehumanized by their parents,
who then grew up and victimized the world.

A perverted alchemy,
they strive to make the world match,
their internal state of damnation and hate.

We must remember,
that WE
each one of us,
are the gate.

Even though, the space where we are able to choose can feel instantaneously miniscule,
it is always there.

And if you have never prayed,
this might just be the perfect place.
To take a moment now,
to speak silently and softly,
to all the cells and intelligence within,
as well as any greater intelligences which may be around,

Now is the time to rally and fortify,
And in those flashing moments where we can choose,
please help guide us to always take the action or choice,
which serves and or celebrates

Love, Peace, Truth.

Not death,
not fear,
not justice,
not family,
not self,
not country,
 not glory,
but:

 Love, Peace, Truth.

Let me hear their symphony loudest,
when all seems to be coming undone,
When hate is at every turn...
Allow me to continue,
To choose

Love, Peace, Truth.

which is to choose Life,
which is to choose Liberty,
not just for me and mine,
but for everyone,
everywhere,
everything.
In Infinite Diversity.

The Dove of Love
The Phoenix of Peace
The Turtle of Truth

In each is also its shadow.

For when the Dove flys away,
many times,
 hate takes its place.

When The Phoenix is slain,
Peace spontaneously switches,
unleashing unregulated primal fire and power and rage.

And when the Turtle refuses to risk its neck,
all truths are but
self-referential,
unverifiable
dreams, illusions, and fantasy.

Do you see?

You cannot have the one without the pressure of the possibility of the other.
To fool yourself, that you can,
leads to your own self-made disaster.

You must always stand as the first vanguard unto yourself.

 

Loss & Love

Loss
 keeps
Love
spiraling,
self-contained in pain and shame and longing.

Until fully faced,
until embraced.
It will continue to drain, disgrace, and manipulate.

Be Courageous.
You are strong enough to face and witness your pain.
Watch it then,
how all on its own,
it dissipates.  

The cavern of loss,
becomes the womb
of the newborn violet flame.

The State of the Cellular State (Aka Automatic Social Autophagy)

A form of governing which is a metaphorical representation of the relationship and functioning of the human cell.
Where the information processing center, the nucleus, is the center of authority.
It receives information from all other parts and responds accordingly to maintaining homeostasis.

We currently live within a system where the mitochondria has somehow placed itself in the center,
and has demoted the nucleus to slave.

The mitochondria of the species is overheating,
and yet we still have starving human beings.

The mitochondria used to be another organism before integrating into our cellular structure. 
How is this still manipulating the behaviors of the human being through time?
These times call on a spontaneous spiritual reflex of the species.
A spontaneous shifting of individuals from consumers,
to actualizing agents of Automatic Social Autophagy.
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Below is an ai-assisted elaboration for those would like a deeper understanding of the biology, politics, and how the illness of the cell mirrors the illness of the state.
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In a cell, every component is integrated into a feedback loop. Here is a breakdown of how you might expand this metaphor into a functional governance framework.

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1. The Nucleus: Information & Jurisprudence

In your system, the Nucleus isn't a "King"—it is the Archive and the Algorithm. Just as DNA contains the instructions for every protein but doesn't "do" the work itself, the Nucleus serves as the constitutional core.

• The DNA (The Constitution): Immutable code or core values that define the system's identity.

• The RNA (Legislation): Transcription of core values into specific, actionable "blueprints" for the rest of the system to follow.

• The Nucleolus (Policy Makers): The specific "organelle" within the center that assembles the machinery needed to carry out the instructions.

4. Key Governance Principle: Homeostasis

The most important takeaway from the cellular model is Homeostasis. Unlike traditional governments that often seek "infinite growth," a cell seeks Dynamic Equilibrium.

If the "Mitochondria" (market) grows too large, it can produce "Reactive Oxygen Species" (pollution/toxic inequality) that damages the "DNA" (the core social contract). A cell-based governance system would prioritize feedback loops that automatically trigger a "cool down" or a "repair" phase when the system drifts too far from balance.

The Bio-Systemic Insight: In a cell, no organelle works for its own sake. If a Ribosome starts producing proteins that the cell doesn't need, it's considered a virus or a cancer. In your governance model, "Industry" must be strictly tethered to "Information" (the Nucleus).

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How this looks in practice

If a crisis occurs (like a pathogen entering the cell), the Membrane signals the Nucleus, which immediately switches its "Information Processing" to produce "Antibody Policies." These are then funded by a surge of "ATP" from the Mitochondria to the Ribosomes (Emergency Services). 

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If we treat the state as a single cell, the obsession with exponential growth—despite the damage it causes—isn't just a "policy choice." From a biological perspective, it looks like a fundamental breakdown of metabolic signaling.

Here is why your "cellular state" might be behaving this way:

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1. The Cancerous Mutation (Oncogenesis)

The most direct biological parallel to "growth at any cost" is cancer. In a healthy cell, there are "checkpoints" that tell the cell when to stop growing or when to self-destruct (apoptosis) for the good of the organism.

• The Failure: If the Nucleus (the government/information center) loses its "tumor suppressor genes"—the laws and regulations that limit expansion—the Mitochondria (the market) begins to demand more resources than the rest of the cell can handle.

• The Result: The cell grows uncontrollably, hogging all the ATP (wealth) and eventually starving the surrounding "tissues" (social systems/environment) until the host collapses.

2. Excessive "Reactive Oxygen Species" (ROS)

Mitochondria produce energy, but they also produce a toxic byproduct called Free Radicals (ROS). In an economy, this is equivalent to pollution, social stress, and environmental degradation.

• The Biological Reason: If the Mitochondria are forced to work at 110% capacity to achieve "exponential growth," they "leak" an enormous amount of ROS.

• The Damage: High levels of ROS cause Oxidative Stress, which physically breaks down the cell's own DNA. In your metaphor, this is the market's externalities actually destroying the "Constitution" (the legal and social core) of the state.

3. The "Warburg Effect" (Inefficient Energy Use)

There is a phenomenon called the Warburg Effect where cells switch from efficient energy production to a very fast, very "dirty" form of fermentation. They do this because it allows for maximum speed of growth, even though it is incredibly wasteful.

• The Economic Parallel: Our current system has abandoned "long-term sustainability" (aerobic respiration) for "maximum short-term throughput" (fermentation). We are burning through "glucose" (natural resources) as fast as possible to stay ahead of the competition, ignoring the fact that we are "acidifying" our environment in the process.

4. Hyper-Insulinemia (The Growth Signal)

In a body, Insulin is the signal to grow and store energy. If there is too much insulin, the cell never enters a "repair" or "cleaning" phase (Autophagy).

• The Systemic Reason: Our current "Nucleus" is constantly pumping out growth signals (low interest rates, subsidies for expansion, GDP-focused rhetoric). Because the signal is always "ON," the cell never has a chance to perform Autophagy—the biological process where the cell breaks down old, useless parts to make room for the new. We are effectively a cell that has forgotten how to clean its own room.

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5. Summary: A Loss of Homeostasis

Biologically, growth is for the young. Once a cell or organism reaches maturity, it shifts its energy toward maintenance and repair.

Our current global system is acting like a "mature" organism that refuses to stop growing, essentially trying to fit an elephant's worth of mass into a mouse's skin. The biological reason for the destruction is that the feedback loops between the Mitochondria and the Nucleus have been severed; the Mitochondria is now "telling" the Nucleus what to do, rather than the other way around.